Waiting for the wind of change

 

Once more, I find myself yearning for a fresh start,

Craving novelty and the promise of the unknown.

And truth be told, I am pretty sure this feeling will ebb and flow as life goes on.

And these days, it’s getting more frequent, prompting me to reflect on the why/when/how. In this contemplative state, I find myself in a waiting game.

Actually, whenever I start to get bored with what’s happening around on a daily basis, I catch myself daydreaming about skipping ahead to a different season. Oh God, how I long for change, particularly in the realm of my career. You, who knows me intimately, can discern the desires etched upon my heart.

More than ever, I hold on this verse : "LORD, you have examined me and know all about me. You know when I sit down and when I get up. You know my thoughts before I think them. You know where I go and where I lie down. You know everything I do. LORD, even before I say a word, you already know it. You are all around me—in front and in back— and have put your hand on me. Your knowledge is amazing to me; it is more than I can understand." (Psalm 139:1-6)

Thank You for listening, caring and loving me despite my shortcomings J