Lesson learned.

Actually, this is not the first time that I've experienced this kind of "lucky breaks mixed with open and closed doors". But, the human that I am has this humanly tendency of forgetting lessons as well as blessings, then, trading gratitude with complains. Fortunately, God is good and He speaks in so many ways so that either I want it or not, I will definitely end up hearing His message. So this is how it happend. One evening of February, I finally understood that there's a reason why God has done things this way. There is this verse in Provebs 16:9 saying: "We make our own plans, but the Lord decided where we will go". Yes indeed.
In the beginning, it was quite hard for me to find a purpose behind my present circumstances, but as time goes by, it's becoming more obvious. What I wish right now is to enjoy this season of my life, to learn, to change, to be transformed by the renewal of my mind. I really love this passage in Proverb 4:25-26, and I have decided to make it my verse of the year:

Keep looking straight ahead without turning aside.

Know where you are headed, and you will stay on solid ground.

As I've been in the introspection process these days, this fragment of text appeared from nowhere (just saying). I wrote it when I was just 18. I wonder how this younger-self could be that mature (at times haha). It appeared that I needed to be reminded of this truth, so thank you Younger Me :)

Dans la vie, il y aura toujours des CHOSES que tu ne comprendras jamais assez, des QUESTIONS qui resteront sans réponse, et des POURQUOI qui n'auront pas de parce que. Au lieu de te prendre la tete pour ca: vis simplement, sans te poser trop de questions. Arrete de chercher un sens à tes pensées. Dieu a ses raisons que notre raison ignore.