MAY. How HE loves me.

God knows the how, the why and the when in my life when I myself don’t even know.

God knows when I fall, when I cry out for help in people’s eyes, looking for people to lift me up.

God knows my weaknesses, my repetitive sins and how I don’t care about Him at times.

God knows that sometimes, even if I know that Christ died for me, I can sin deliberately.

God knows that even if I know that I don’t deserve eternal life, I take my ticket to heaven for granted.

God knows when I try to read His word even if in my heart, I don’t feel thirsty to know His will.

God knows my wandering heart and reads upon it every second, minute and hour of my life.

God knows that although I want to do my best, I fail to do it because of my carefree attitude and my selfishness.

God knows when I stand in my pride, when I sit in self-pity, when I speak bad words, when I entertain bad things.

God knows when my actions conform to the world, when I set my heart on things of the earth or on people, 
when I love the world more than I love Him.

God knows when I consider my sins lightly, forgetting that my sins nailed Christ on the cross.

God knows when instead of following His command of being holy because He is holy, I do whatever I want.

And this list is not exhaustive….

But God forgives every time I honestly ask for forgiveness.

God knows me so much, loves me so deep and pours His grace upon me as day goes by.

Yes, if grace is an ocean, I am sinking.

Blessed be His name!!!