OCTOBER. God cares for me in details.
One thing is sure, God has never stopped taking care of me. Since I am away from home, more than ever, I feel God as a Father, a caring Father. Well, I am not a good girl in many points, I am weak, lazy, fearful at times and foolish several times :D But He is gracious, He is still showing me His unconditional love. I bless His name for being who He is despite who I am.
"Ny zanako sy ny asan'ny tanako dia aoka ho adidiko ihany" He said in Isaiah 45:11.
Last month, I was getting a toothache. It was painful today, no longer tomorrow, again the day after... I was just confused. I asked Him to cease the ache or to tell me if I should look for a dentist. Then the ache subsided until one day. That day, I did not want to complain anymore, I did not want to bother people with it, I just leave it there. Moreover, I did not want to take drugs... But with the days, God spoke by friends and family's advices, I knew I had to find a dentist clinic. Actually, I was worried about the price I had to pay because until I arrived, I could not make any savings. Then I told myself, once again, all my money is spent on my tooth, but I said Health vs saving, let's go for Health. Besides, I know I cannot make it with the approaching winter. Finally, I asked someone to show me where I might be going, so I will not have to pay a lot (LOL!). This person told me to first ask my Coordo because it was supposed to be included in my Insurance here in SK, although I really knew it wasn't. I came to her with my toothache problem then she said that she will put me on the list for the free treatment with no idea of when will I be treated.. Then two weeks passed without any response. One day, she asked me if the toothache is getting better and I said no, it is just tolerable - yes the Lord was sustaining me. Besides I had my two weeks exam and so many pressure. Then she said that if I am willing to pay, she could advise me in a nearby clinic, at least for the check and then we will see. Once there, the doctor told me that my wisdom tooth was the problem and recommended that it be removed. I said ok... It was the first time in my life that I experienced a wisdom tooth extraction, plus in South Korea :D For the fees, I had to pay one tenth of this I was told to pay early.
God is SO great!! He cares. I can testify, He cares.
It was just one of the million things He continues doing for me,
some of them, I am not even aware of.
