JUNE. For all those times You stood by me.
This month was very special. Well, I know, we don't live a june 2015 twice in a lifetime; but there is more than that. I guess this month was THE transition for me.
First, I went in the Forest for two weeks. The Adventure.
Once there, I fell, I slipped, I jumped, I climbed, I walked. I felt hungry, full, wet, cold, warm, tired. The pure air was good to me. Despite the long walk (8 miles by day at least, 20 miles at times), the tiredness, I wasn't ill. Everything around me was almost green, not counting the deforestation impact. All the foods were bio. And at the top of that, more than ever before, I saw the beauty of the stars in the sky, every night. It was just awesome... That being said, I give glory to the Lord who made it all possible, the Creator of the Universe, the Maker of the stars, the Artist behind this "Chef d'oeuvre", and my Best Father/Friend/Lover ever.
There, I experienced loneliness, I couldn't count on the people who were supposed to help me so I had to make it all alone. There, I experienced friendship, I could get new friends, some foreigners who are working in the place. There, I experienced providence, through some connections, I got a friend and helper for the interviews I had to make. There, I experienced people's attitudes. There, I passed my 25th birthday :D (such an experience!) There, I realized that all the experience we're having in life when we are with God, will work for my good - I could easily talk to pupils in a public primary school. And above all that, there, I felt the CONSTANT PRESENCE OF MY LORD GOD :)
Just after my trip in the forest, I got the confirmation of my admission in CN University. There are tons of things to prepare before my departure, including my paper. Through this all, God is still teaching me to lean on Him. He is keeping on showing me His characters. He still provides with helping friends. I am so humble to see all the blessings He pours out in my life right now, despite my constant undesserving attitude, my unstable love, my imperfect actions, my unfaithful commitment, my impure thoughts, my weaknesses. He sees the depth of my heart but He loves me the same. He knows how imperfect I am but He still blesses me. It's all about Love and Grace from a Perfect God and Savior. If I had to look back to only these few days, a day would not be enough to declare His glory. When looking back to these last 25 years of my life, what I can say can be summed up in this song (which was maybe meant to be dedicated to someone, but which, in my opinion, should be dedicated to the Only One Who desserves all these lines): Because You loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark, shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies, You were the truth
My world is a better place because of You ...
I pray that all of this will help me fall more in love with Him as years go by. I pray for humility for all His blessings and I pray for a God glorifying-life, wherever I will go. The journey is long. God is good. His love endures forever. Blessed be His name!
